Why am I am so selfish? Why do I brush things aside, and hide it from people? Why do I feel so naked right now? Did someone show me the mirror? Did someone say something that I know about myself but never had the courage to confront? Why is it okay for me to hurt people? Why do I not think twice before sayings things? Why do I say things when I don't mean them? Why do i say something again and again - and try and make it true, but in reality it never will be. Why is it okay for me to judge people but feel so uncomfortable when someone else judges me? Why am i such a hypocrite? Why do I not want to think through things - Why do I look at ways to avoid being alone? Why do I seek people's company - is it just so that I don't have to be alone? Why do I want to forget things and get over them so fast? Is it only so that I go back to my daily life and never have to think about it again? Why do i cheat? Why am I so immoral? Why do I lie? Why am i so scared to face such things? Why do i need someone else to come and show me the mirror? Why do I fear losing things? Why do I hate being the bad one in peoples eyes? Why do I always want to look good in front of people? Why do I look at ways to please people? Do I think about what I really want - ever? Do I always think about what others might think is good to have and make the same judgement for myself? Where I am in life right now - Is it because of what I wanted or only because of what people around me wanted me to become? Why am I such a coward? Why can't I think for myself ? Why am I so lazy mentally? Why? Why? Why? - First time in your life .. you better start thinking.
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